trust is complicated...so i watch everyone take showers

sunday sunday sunday...Ater The Ending has our 1st show at a house party!!!HELLS YEA...WE R GONNA ROCK...ill try to get directions...everyone make sure to come out and see us

today was awesome...woke up and skated a lil...then went to eat with sean and friends and then went to band practice...let me tell u "after the ending" is damn good...and its fuckin fun as hell to play with this band...i cant wait to play shows..but yea after our amazing 4hour band practice went out to eat and watch the game with friends and then went to see hero...damn good movie but its in subtitles and that wasnt the best thing for me since i was tired as hell...laura was over yesterday and it was good hangin out with her...thats bout it...OCTOBER SUPRISE TOMORROW AT CARMEL COUNTRY CLUB

not much has happened lately...got a new band goin...we r gonna be good i bet...got travis and phillip on guitar..got me on bass..sean on drums and taylor on vocals...its gonna be bitchin...i hope...yea got october suprise jam tonight im excited bout that...that shits fun as hell...yea not much has happened...hopefully hangin out with laura friday...so yup

Current Music: brand new

ok well guys i feel like i should post this since my life is pretty much everyone elses life...ok i havent seen caitlin in a month and 2 weeks right...and i did somethings in boston i shouldnt have...and ill tell u what happened....i fucked some girl,kissed girls i probably shouldnt have...(truth or dare!)and umm well the other thing is pretty easy to figure out...well i expected this for a while and caitlin found out...and i want to know everyone that reads this if theyre friends with caitlin...im sorry ...and caitlin im sorry...and rich i know ur gonna say something...so go ahead and say it...but now everyone knows...and caitlin im sorry u had to find out through other people and i deff should have told u...

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: tbs

school has been pretty good.teachers and kids are cool

12inch had practice today for the 1st time in 2 months and it was good

been hangin out with sean ben robby and sara and thats pretty much it

talked to muffin and alyssa and shona (sry bout ur name spellin)and mike and jesse and it was good to talk to them and also mary...miss them all

everyone come to stateline skate park saturday at 5 12inch is playin and its near carowinds

Current Mood: same old same old
Current Music: tbs

school actually isnt that bad..i have a bunch of cool people in my classes.and the teachers are straight as hell.

today 12inch had our first practice in like 2months and it was actually really good..we have a show saturday at the stateline skate park at 5 or 530 everyone should come down and see us...its by carowinds its gonna be good!

nothing really else to talk bout b/c nothing has really happened these past few days...been practicin and hangin out with sean robby ben and sara...other than that nothing really

Current Mood: same old same old
Current Music: tbs

back in cahrlotte and is really sad.i miss boston and i miss the people i met.u never realize how fast u get attached to someone and how well u get to know someone until u live with them and see them every day for 5 weeks and only 5 weeks and it feels like ive been with them for years...and to mary,muffin,alyssa,ryan,john,lara,mike,jesse i love yall and miss yall...

now on the a different im happy to be home to play in the band again...i missed that very much...and im glad to see sean samantha jenna ben and all my other friends i left behind...and to everyone 12inch is playing a show on saturday...

fuck tomorrow since its the 1st day of school...I HATE SCHOOL.

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: taking back sunday

the real slim shady...that was funny what u said but i didnt mean jenna was ugly like that...i meant her picture was...its so goofy...but anyways...yea but last night was the shit....ive never been so happy...last night was the first for 2 things and only robby,ryan,muffin,john and jesse know and its crazy....but yea ok im gonna go hang out with aylssa and them..peace

RICH IS THE SHIT
what up bitches!im at riches house with robby john ryan and rich and we r gettin drunk at fuckin 615 and its awesome!!1i love this city i dont wanna come home...and jenna ur so ugly..andf i got some stories of band camp...and they r awesome...im goin to the beach sundya with muffin,mary,alyssa,lara and maybe mike...its gonna be the shit im excited....and i cant wait...and i talked to one of my friends bitches and shes comin to charlotte to chill with me and my friends and ive never met her...ISNT THAT THE SHIT...well im gonna go get drunk...I LOVE YOU KATHERINE AND NATHANIEL AND I MISS YALL...PEACE BITCHES

I HEART BAND CAMP
yesterday was an ok day... caitlin and i got in a fight rather not talk bout it....umm practiced and made this really awesome beat for 12in and i got so many ideas for jgyg...ummm goin out to eat i think tonight with mikes,lara,mary and alyssa...but i dunno if i want to...i was up until 6 this mornin talkin to joey and elisa...some fun stories we told...but im gonna go take a nap..

I LOVE BAND CAMP
this past week and half has been the shit...fuckin crazy ass shit has been goin down in our room and in marys and muffins room...mike and i got invited to a hotel room "party" which ended up being me mike mary muffin and lara...fun shit though...we watched secret window and eurotrip...and that was fun...ummm last night was straight...lets just say it involved to drunk girls and me robby and spencer laughin our asses off...ummm some hobo last night asked me and my friend ryan to get drunk with him...but we thought he was undercover so we just ran away...jesse got this phat bob marley guitar and its hot as shit...but this place is gettin to be a lil annoyin with the drama...but i havent had drama so im cool...right now im in lara's room with mikes , listenin him hit on lara and dance...its funny...i got cornrows and robby is gettin dreads...ummm theres only 2 weeks left and im sad...i dont wanna come home b/c i love it here...and i love the people here there is so much cool shit to do and i love....i dont miss that much at all...im movin to boston when i turn 18 and comin here cause this place is awesome...alright well lara's gotta go to class and i think im supposed to meet alyssa and muffin so i gots to get my ass outta here and practice before that so peoples call me...peace

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: outkast

im in boston and ive been here for awhile...and its AMAZING..i love it i dont want to come home.i love it here...meeting new people and shit...and seeing amazing drummers and guitar players and everything...someone amazing singers...and all the people are cool...i dont wanna come home ever...people gettin fuckin hammered and shit this place is heaven...the teachers rock too...learnin a bunch of new shit and seeing some pretty cool shows...tryin to get use the boston words...llike wicked...i hate that and everyone saids it...and ive been practicin like 3 hours a day and ive gotten a lot better....and it feels so good to be away from charlotte bullshit but i missin a few friends...but for the most part im glad to be awawy...but yea this will probably my only post for awhile but ill try to check...im usin some girls computer so i probably wont be gettin on much...but fuckers call me... 704 609 3215...peace and everyone have a great summer

today was a very good day...woke up...nathaniel and i went to seans to hang out with caitlin and him and jenna...sat there for a few hours and shit...chilled with caitlin and watched tv...then i went to johns to talk bout the show comin up...there was some bullshit i dont feel like gettin into..went up to carmel to see caitlin and them...and it started to rain real hard...so we had a mud fight and shit and it was awesome...had a wonderful time hangin out with caitlin...i leave for boston in the next 2 weeks...kinda not lookin forward to it...well i get to hang out again with the people i love tomorrow...and they will probably make me happy....and today being the 24th is the 3rd year of my dads passing...which is harder but its gettin easier i guess....my mom wants to go see his grave sight but i dont know if i can handle that again...every time i go i cry and i hate cryin and i hate seein my dads name on the ground...but its a way of life and i know ill be joinin him sometime...well good night everyone

Current Mood: pretty good

woke up...went to seans and hung out with him and caitlin...glad to see caitlin ...um hung out there for a lil...went to nathaniels and chilled here with tyler...watched tv,south park that shit...well thats pretty much it

P.S. joey tell me when you start driving so i know when to get off the road! DOUCHE!!

Current Mood: awesome
Current Music: coheed

these past 2 days were really good...went to robbys and jammed with his brother john cause robby is outta town...we fuckin made up 8 songs...we r like a jazz band...just a guitar and drummer...no singin and every now and then john plays the keyboard...ummm we recorded on demo on johns computer...did it in 2 days....umm went to see dodge ball last night..gave me a couple laughs...ummm phillip sorry bout callin...just whenever u can give me that shit its cool i really dont need it any time soon...but whatever sorry bout the callin..and that wasnt my mom with me at ur house...well its fathers day...im either gonna go back to bed or hang out with gary not sure yet...probably the second one...alright john and i may have a show monday or wend. at the hickory tavern off of providence...off exit 57...it will be hot ill give u more info if we get the show...and to the person that posted bout caitlin...yes i do like...and yes this may be hard to believe but through our fightin and what not...we still have good times together...and i mean im havin fun with her and shit so thats pretty much whats important and everyone has their fights so its no big deal....but i would appreciate it if we kept cailtin off this just b/c its makin her look like a really horriable person whens shes not...ok well everyone have a good fathers day and what not...and so long

Current Music: unsung zeros

went to bed at fuckin 7 this mornin...woke up at like 1130ish dunno why.hung out with phillip and nathaniel...went to robbys and jammed with him and his brother and it was good..then went over to seans house,talked to his mom and then she paid me $15 to mow her lawn...so i did....ummmm last night went to jennas with caitlin and nathaniel...not very good...left there at like 10 and went to carmel middle school and sat there for like an hour and robby and ben walked up there and we chilled for a lil...went home and watched tv,listened to music...nathaniel went to sleep so i learned some guitar lines and then watched tv and listened to music until 7 then went to bed...thats bout it douches...and i HATE JOEY FOR BEING CIXELSYD.....there joey can u read that...it saids DYSLEXIC you ass pony...

Current Mood: killin bitches
Current Music: unsung zeros

last night i went to see "riddick" with some friends...worst movie ever!the worst acting and script was so bad...soooo bad!well i talked to caitlin last night and bout that last post...i was being a douche..again...but we talked bout that shit and i was just being stupid and everything is cool.i hopfully get to see her today...also i think im jammin with sean and will...and travis if u have a lj and u read this...they would be perfect to start a band with cause they wanna do the same type of music...we would cover "time consumer" "devil in jersey city" and probably the crowing....just hit me up man if u wanna join...and caitlin if u read this im sorry bout last night again i was being a homo...alright well im either gonna masturbate or take a shower...but not masturbate in the shower cause im not like that...well alright peace

tonight i was supposed to hang out with caitlin...but she blew me off to hang out with ben and robby and buy pot from them i just heard...well if u read this and i dont get to talk to u caitlin...FUCK YOU...and i have more words in store that im not gonna write over lj cause i want u to hear them urself

havent done shit this week...went to virgina with my mom gary and nathenial for a day.i guess it was cool..went to drums today...nothing new...my solo thing for boston is based on the melody for blackbird...kinda cool..umm have nothing to do tonight have no one to chill with but i think hunter and i r gonna go chill with sean cause hes got a pool and his moms gone so that might be fun...umm nothing else cause my life is borin..alright awesome...

a long car ride...radio off..lights on.i keep my eyes on the road as she looks out the window.this is killing me.knowing how this will end.i turn to talk but the words won't come out.this seems all too familar.sitting together late at night.not being able to look at one another.fighting to the urge to kiss her...because i know she will pull away.do i remind her of someone else?of someone better?she falls asleep on the other side of the bed.and i wish she'd fall asleep in my arms.maybe im not what shes lookin for.maybe im not what she wants.im not perfect,then again no one is.i turn into her driveway.she gets out...no "good-bye" falls from her lips...not even a good night kiss.i leave...dont care if she makes it inside ok.pull out onto the main road.turn my lights off and the radio on...unbuckle....i dont watch the road as i floor it...shes going to miss that last goodbye....never have our last kiss...maybe she wont...maybe this is exactly what she wants...this is the way it ends....the night...hopefully they will find that note i left on the table.i hit the wall...i fly...as i lay there on the street...i dont hear my radio i dont see any lights...i dont miss it...blood running down my face...i get the feeling i did something right...and i let go...a smile on my lips...for tonight is the night that i realize i was never happy....but...good bye...

yesterday was the last day of school awesome and thats bout nothing else happened...well i leave for boston soon and i cant wait im real excited...

Current Music: unsung zeros - pictures

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